Happy 2Oth DEY!!

Happy 20th Birthday DEY!
26th March 1990

To that one special lady in my life(other than my mom >_<"):

Although personally I didn't prepare anything special for you. I'd still hope you've enjoyed your big day, especially with everyone's presence, even though I arrived kinda late(I wasn't even sure I'm going to be there beforehand). But, I'm glad I did, otherwise the polaroid above wouldn't even have existed. (:

I believe that very first day we met and got to know eachother isn't by chance, or rather, it's fate that got us together. Yup, up till today, the stubborn me do still strongly believe in that four letter word, F.A.T.E.

I'm truly grateful, for that I got to know such a charming and special girl with unique characteristics and personalities unlike any other. I know you're having a hard time dealing with all the ups and downs, being the toughest times in your life. I would say, a life pretty much filled with much complications. But what's life without any? That's how we grow and learn, isn't it? (:

However, I'm really glad that you didn't give yourself up even through all those setbacks you're/ve experiencing/experienced, right till the very end. Like what I've always mentioned to you, you're a strong girl, indeed. HWAITING!!

Sometimes I can't help but think: I really hope that I could help carry some of those burden off your back, in one way or another. Not only solely for the reason that I could have been of any help to you by offering you advices/solutions to problems and stuff, by lending you a pair of listening ears. But because I truly care for your well-being and most importantly, that I truly care for you.

You might not know how much you truly meant to me back then, therefore I'm getting this message across to you. Truth is, I don't want to see you suffering all alone. So please, don't just keep everything to yourself alright babe? (:

I tend not to be greedy at times, but I really hope that I'm able to share much, much more memorable moments with you in time to come!

Once again, a BIG HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY to you, DEY! :D

(age doesn't matter, for you're young at heart, always!)

I LOVE YOU!

oxox(:

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